Is it so much to ask for, really?! Wanting a man to ask me on a date instead of to his bedroom? I don't really know, but it seems as though my standards have slipped of late. I used to be the girl who giggled when a guy would give her a comment, and blushed when he held her hand. It seems as though I have lost touch of what is important. I have lost respect for myself. If I could go back and change things I have said and done I would, but I can't. All I can do is accept that I have made mistakes and change my life. I want to be an example for other women, but most importantly my neice. Though she is only eight months, she is constantly growing and learning new things. One thing I want her to learn is that she is beautiful and she deserves respect. I know my blog seems like a bitch-fest but its really not. All I am asking for is a man who is selfless and has respect for himself and others around him, someone who is honest and willing to love someone more then himself. He will find me, I just have to be patient and know when God is telling me it's time to let love in.
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